“A Vision of Boo's Homecoming”
 

I had this vision I relayed to Caryl the next day. It is short and I think adds to the following channeling.

I realized that I was transported by Zarna instantly to where Boo was and I saw him tended to in something resembling an infirmary...it was so bright I saw few details other than the three women tending him...Zarna (in another form,) his mother, and his eternal Twin Soul, “Thermia.” There was so much light and a choir of Angels(they had to be) singing.

Real Biblical, except there was no “Judgment” (he did not commit “the unpardonable

sin,” nor did he like some believe or “come in a side door only to be routed back into this life” because he committed suicide. This was all planned before the beginning. He was carried through in Zarna's arms...I was allowed to see a powerful woman's spirit, dressed in white and radiating light that carried his unconscious soul home. Oh

God! It's all coming back now, what I saw. It was tremendous. No “light at the end of the tunnel,” nor even a “tunnel,” just a flash of light and he was lifted up in Her arms and carried home.

"Zarna on The Afterlife"
04/02/04

1. Zarna:> I have carried him to my bosom where he rests from his ordeal. He will soon begin his review. What you don't know is that his Spirit was failing him, his link with his body was gone. He may have thought he had more time and wanted more time, but it was his choice.

2. I carried him home, his [Kickapoo] Mother and I (both his Mothers) are healing him. He wanted you to remember, Mel, of all men he loved you the most.

3. Dearest Sher, he loved you for all the joy two kindred spirits could share--regret not one moment, nor one word, you brought him joy in the love you shared. You feel him close. He has not gone away. He will be as he desired--a Soul Healer. His [Kickapoo] Mother is tending to his wounds now.

4. We have not told you of the home coming process and we will, after we have assured our family.

5. My Dear Don, our Boo loved you as a brother. Another woodworker, artist and craftsman. He felt a common bond with you, Mel and Tom.

6. And Tom, Dearest Tom, Gentle Soul--he felt your touch and healing energy so often. You are not aware of how much you have learned from Caryl. You both are blessings and will be Blessed by what you have given to our sons. It will be returned tenfold.

7. And Daughter Caryl, Boo sends his love and apologizes for having made his choice sooner than he expected. You know not the extent and breadth of your own choices made from before. This was not something he chose in his last lifetime, nor the time before that.

8. You do not know the minute, nor hour, of your own choosing, for it is, you know, your choice not ours. You choose your own path and the difficulty of your experience. Boo chose his path for balance. In the end the warrior balanced the lover--the meekness of the Lamb’s [bleat] roared louder than the Lion.

9. What lies ahead for Boo? Much the same that lies ahead for all who suffer deeply--to the soul's depth. The Soul can be hurt by the physical experience as it can also grow by physical experience.

10. Your place is no easy experience. All who have chosen the "fast track" have chosen the hardest kind for the Soul's Development. The Soul becomes weakened and needs healing. That is where Boo is now and why his Kickapoo Mother Soul Healer is with him now.

11. She is one of mine [Soul children] who runs the infirmary for the Soul. The process will not take long by your measure of time. You will know when he is back. Each of you are destined to feel his presence and receive his personal assurance of your place in his heart, and what you meant to him.

12. This is not something I have to tell you about, but I will. I didn't want you to wait. Your Souls are also hurting from feelings of hopelessness and helplessness of it all. This was something he planned before his first physical incarnation.

13. He is not alone. His physical and spiritual Mothers are with him as is Gentle Theremia, his Twin--so long separated from him is now laying within him, giving him her energy. Twin Souls reunited. The Angels are singing.

14. When he is restored he will be ready for "the processing." This is the "life review" you have heard from others. It is truth. Yet, it is a review of the last incarnation first by the Composite Soul. This is a private life review, not a judgment. No "Karma" was built up by his act, nor as some believe he did not commit the "unpardonable sin" by taking his own life. It was his life to live and experience the way he chose to. It was his life to end when he chose to. You each walk your own paths.

15. After the last life review comes the final review where all his previous lives are reviewed in connection with the whole. Again, this is a self review process. Only then Boo (Theodius) and Gentle Theremia will be united in the Marriage of Lights.

16. This is at the final reunion of Twins who have become One and it will be celebrated by all of his original group. You have not seen until now that there is a "life identity" one chooses from each of your Grand Cycles of the Soul that is your primary identity and form with others in the physical realm.

17. Boo and Theremia mostly identify with a period from before your Ancient Greeks, but because your oral tradition left big misunderstandings that were recorded as "history" centuries later, you know not of this time.

18. After the Marriage of Lights, which you, Melvyn Caryl will witness and be our living testimony, comes the period of a new birth of the next Grand Cycle of the Soul. "Boo" will become a Soul Healer through his Native American mother to all those who have suffered similarly and will comfort those who are left behind. He and his Twin will join others who are guiding lights to all those who take their own lives and those of their relatives and closest friends. They will heal the hurting Souls.

19. But Boo and Theremia were also of a warrior class, of the Order of the Defenders. You all return to your higher order from which you came in the time before this time.

20. This is not a process that is easily explained for your concepts of time and place are singular and linear. You are more than One. You live in a multi-level reality in a multi-verse. One line of your reality returns to the Order from which you came--in their case, the Order of the Defenders who dwell on the fringes of your galaxy and universe where it joins others. Another will ascend from within to a higher level of Creation above the trinity of Physical Creation Planes (those who have completed their last physical incarnation).

21. You are always a being of energy--yet the Source (God self) returns within while still connected with the Spirit body that expands outward--ever balanced in the divine dualities of the Soul ("As Above/As Below").

22. Boo's inner reality that contrasts the warrior Guardians are the inner lights that are "Soul Healers" -- those help others who are injured by the rigors of physical reality. The outer reality, in their case, is among the Order of the Defenders--protectors of those weaker. You saw this contrast and balance, the Lion and the Lamb, in Boo's life, as you see a contrast within your own.

23. You Melvyn Caryl are not ready to see your own dualities, but the outer order is one that you would call "Artists," those creators who add beauty and meaning to life. There are many outer Orders which we will go into later that give "Order" to All Life in all the Universes.

24. You each progress on to greater levels, greater challenges, and greater experiences while never losing contact with the inner and outer you. Some confuse the inner ascension with Nirvana or Heaven--the total dissolution of all your identity. Nothing could be farther from the Truth.

25. It is a continuing process of expansion and reunion as more and more "lights" expand and merge. Yet, never once do you lose contact with Who You Are--Who You Truly Are, nor do those who still remember you in the way you were lose that contact that still exists although the form changes.

26. In your spiritual form you are able to revisit any of your times for comparison to a new challenge faced by you or another--you can tap into that ongoing reality of what was and is--as it will always be.

27. I wish we had more specific terms with which I could associate with your symbols of meaning, but you truly at this point are beyond your physical experience. You have nothing to rely on, not even your Soul's Memory for you haven't gone there yet.

28. While all this is happening, for as long as any single individual remains who remembers you as you were--a part of you retains that form to connect with them. You who are alive in the physical realm truly do keep "alive" your loved ones through your memories. It is your memories that gives their form shape.

29. Gradually, as that memory fades, that form is released to rejoin the clusters of itself. This is how you can have a relative or loved one who has physically reincarnated into a new life and the body still retain the form you remember. There is more of You than you are aware of.

30. However, this change and reincarnation into a new life and body is an extended process because of what you associate with time that it takes for the process of review, planning and charting another full incarnational self. This takes much longer than most of you think.

31. This is also why many of you have overlapping or concurrent life experiences, both in parallel universes and simultaneous incarnations in your physical realm. These are the “racers” of Soul Development who often pay the price of their “fast track.” They create the work for the "Soul Healers."

32. If you cannot follow what I have just given you, rest assured that the one you knew as Boo Hays lives on, and he is not suffering. His punishment, his "hell" was of his own creation in the world where you are--not here. You shall see and hear from him, as others shall, who need his loving gentle touch that assures you, "Everything is going to be alright."

33. Know that he is at peace with each of you, and he loves you fully in different ways. Each of you made his final hours easier.

34. Give unto others what you need the most--Love. I have given you this by my own free will, so you in turn can give to others.

With Love and Peace,

Zarna (04/02/04)

Mel’s impressions: What is new and being revealed here from Zarna is that at the time of the Marriage of Lights is both a reunion and yet another ‘split’ (that is no split at all) The souls who were two, becomes One and ascend within for further and greater experiences—their Spirits which were Two become One and are projected outward. In Theodius (Boo’s) and Theremia’s case they returned to where their Order serves—on the fringes of our existence serving as our “Guardians.” Their Souls now have also been freed to where they can function and project as Spirit, but isn’t Spirit. They are omniscient, as they are legion, in that they can instantly be with a thousand incarnated souls at the same time....be experiencing and in direct communications with their Spirit out on the fringes and only God knows where else.

(In Mel’s letter #64 - 4-13-04)

This is the end of the article, but not of the memory of a funny loving man who would often say, “The total sum of my wisdom can be worded in one sentence...

"Do not put your glasses where you sit your asses."

Melvyn Caryl
Copyright 9-1-07