In the midst of the holidays and all its tidings my thoughts have of course turned to you, but then they had never turned away from you for more than mere moments since our meeting, at which time a lonely man, who didn't fully realize how lonely he really was, beheld your angelic presence and knew instinctively, then soon, emotionally, that something not fully of this earth was possible...

Though we scarcely know each other in the physical, many happy thoughts come to me as I replay our own private movie in my mind, which contains remembrances, fantasies, imaginings, wishes, possibilities, dreams, longings, all intermixed, about the potential our two souls must surely hold...

Intermittently, though, and perhaps inevitably within our dualistic reality, tears drain down like dew droplets as my soul cries out for you...I want to hold you, tell you how much I love you, worship at your altar, help you discover who you are, which, I believe is me, and you would help me remember that ''me'' is ''she''...

Remember now the first smile, given to you at the moment I intuited was ''THE MOMENT''...remember how you smiled then looked down, and in that instant I observed innumerable thoughts and emotions on your glorious face, rendering you naked in your humanity, with nothing to hide behind...

Ponder that moment, if you will...were angels unseen singing in joy, as two came close to heaven?

Or did the gods' ambrosia laugh down in droplets in mockery of the hubris of humans to come so close to godly?

I must wonder now if those droplets of ambrosia comprise the tears which trickle down and traverse tributaries from my rivers' eyes as I miss you...

This longing I feel hurts more than I can ever say, as if cast out of paradise, but in my quietest moments I can feel the warmth of your light, like the glowing candle's light for loved one's off to war, or some other human odyssey of the archetypal hero's journey, after which we are more fully prepared with perspective for what we may encounter next...

Yes, your love's light tells me that this is all part of the human journey which will culminate in glorious reunion and ascension in divine timing...

So, in closing, my love:

I LOVE YOU...

And I know that you LOVE ME TOO...
 
YOUR ''POSSIBLE TWIN''

J.Z. Birdstar © December 2007

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