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Loneliness descends on me like a dark cloud…
I remember my work filled past
And am often left alone with my thoughts thinking aloud.

I walk invisible amongst people
Their smiles and conversations nothing but empty words
Some known who have become strangers
Some strangers whom I have come to know as my own

I see shadows being cast around me
Doesn’t a shadow emerge from the source of light?
Where is the light coming from?
I looked around my cage of physical constraints
I looked at my spirit trying to escape from its illusory constraints

I was searching for some one
Hark who was it
I was searching for?
A face familiar --- was that me?
As I tried to recall who I was or what I had become

I felt a dark chill run across my spine
And for the first time found myself drowning in nothingness
Waves of depression hit me from all sides
Each time I rose and struggled to stay afloat
Time ran over me in merciless circles leaving me dizzy
Each of its bands causing a change in me I know nothing of…..

I find myself walking in my own private hell
A place where even my loved ones cannot reach
I found myself growing restless by the minute
Tapping my wings against the many doors
I tried to fly only to come against locked doors
Fluttered and fell down to cry in agony to my master

Searched and cried from the depths of my heart
As my last salvation for my retribution
A valiant light showed its presence in my dark prison
Making me light with surreal happiness
I found myself being lifted from the ground
To be tenderly caressed with his words

“YOU ARE WITH ME”

I was gently set down only with sweet memories
And in a flash I realized that the doors were open
With a grateful sigh, my soul began to soar…

My Twin Soul

How does one speak to herself?
A different aspect of her very own soul
To experience the pain of being separated in Physical
Oh! But to rejoice the oneness in the soul
Oh most beloved of loved ones!
We came from the same source to spread Their message
Only to be cruelly separated.

My path weighing me down in one place and yours taking
You away from me
Our love is beyond human understanding
It is phenomenal in the most spiritual sense
Its a definition of Gods love for his creation
You came to me when I was floundering through mental and physical travails.

Your entry in my life was like the boon
From the heavens above
Your calm words of wisdom soothing my oft troubled soul
Your soul comforting mine in the most tender manner
We spoke not with words but with thoughts
We heard not with ears but with auras

Each pulsating energy pattern communicating
Something further anew
To be with you is the bliss one finds near God
Our destinies may be different though having the same goal
To realize divine love and through that God
To share the unconditional love we have with our fellow beings
To become a being of love and ascend together
To merge in the most spiritual love and become WHOLE

Let us tread our separate paths with renewed confidence
Our thoughts linking us together for eternity
Our hands joined together to live his message
Our presences binding the world with bands of love
To raise beings of love each spreading THE message in
Their way

To live in bliss so that there is no better heaven
Than on earth.

Dedicated by Aphrodite to her twin Apollo

Dearest Caryl... This was written during my search for my identity as to "Who I Am". I am grateful that I have been given more than a semblance as to where I come from... and as I bravely walked through my troubles, it was my poem which is a celebration of Their grace on me which made me walk on..taking each day as it comes.....And as I still move taking each day sit go on ..going on the path where the glimmer of light is beckoning me...I share my experience with you my beloved fellow travelers for we go towards the same goal albeit different paths. I love you and it is in the glory of the Divine love which Iwas graced with I dedicate it. If only we were to reach; Our Divine Mother and Father are there to reach out to us.
Dedicated to my Divine Parent

CRY OF A SOUL

Cocooned and buried amidst varied pasts
I hibernated and often took different journeys
Journeys in different forms where I often forgot my Identity . I graduated from being a worm to that of a human

I struggled with a path called karmic
Whose equation was often beset by my bodily rights And wrongs. There were journeys where the loads Were light in the beginning only to cumulate at the end I often traversed through seemingly similar paths not Knowing where I came from or whence I had to go I Plodded thru my many journeys in an almost military Fashion . I always worked towards an invisible target Which was so near but elusively so far away

My human form oft felt pangs of separation with an Unknown entity. WHO was so near but elusively so Far away? The entity talked from within me telling me The right from wrong. I often felt a surge of bliss when It spoke only to be put off by my human mind The Fight between the mind and the entity was endless Keeping me in constant battle.

I was oft thrown against seemingly difficult mental Tirades prompting me to do things which caused me Anguish . What if –it struck me were I to listen to this Entity instead of my mortal mind? The faint whispers Suddenly seemed to echo stronger within. Drowning The clanging of my oft spoken bane. The entity which Spoke from within called itself “GOD”

Who art thou I cried and from whence have u come
“Do you not recognize me?” cried God
I am the source of light from whence you have come
I have guided and protected you through your countless Sojourns oft giving you timely advices and loving you as no Mother can

In a trice remembered my varied forms and its respective Ends where I was told to go back in the illusory world
“Why do I keep getting sent back” cried I in confused anger
In a caress he let me know the eternal secret
You separated from me to know the “WHOLE”

It is for you to unlock the mystery where you and I become One ,realized that the time finally had come for me to know Myself in totality .
I rose to join him in blessed reality

Dedicated to my Divine Parent

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